De suflet...

 Sufletul este o energie imensa. Cand el e bine, intreaga noastra fiinta radiaza, in schimb, cand el plange, ne doare si cea mai mica parte a corpului. Ne simtim ca si cum ne-ar fi lovit un tren.

 Uneori ne provocam singuri aceste sentimente si ne punem in situatii care, de multe ori, stim ca nu ne vor aduce fericirea pe termen lung, dar totusi riscam. De ce? Fiindca avem nevoie de fericire, de dragoste si merita sa riscam pentru ele, chiar si pentru cateva clipe.

 De multe ori trecem atat de nepasatori prin viata incat uitam sa iubim, sa fim fericiti. Uneori se deschide o poarta sau un geam, dar noi privim inca la usa inchisa, nevazand acea minunata oportunitate. Cand dai de o usa inchisa incearca sa o deschizi, nu spun nu, dar priveste si-n jur, fiindca poti rata ocazia de a vedea celelalte portite deschise.

 Uneori ne simtim pierduti printre sentimente, mai bune sau mai rele si incercam sa ne ridicam si este atat de greu, dar satisfactia este atat de mare atunci cand reusim...Cand simti ca totul se destrama, ca nu mai poti, cand simti pur si simplu ca esti in cadere libera, ceea ce te alina sunt persoanele iubite, prietenii, fara de care, poate, nu ai avea puterea de a merge mai departe.

 Revenind la suflet...repet, este o energie imensa si trebuie sa avem grija de sufletul nostru, trebuie sa-i oferim ce are nevoie, sa-l pastram, sa nu-l patam, sa-l coloram, sa-l facem sa exalte, sa fim sinceri cu el.

 Oameni frumosi sunt multi, suflete frumoase si mai multe. Trebuie sa apreciem si sa ne bucuram mereu de prezenta acestora.

 Ii multumesc lui Dumnezeu ca mi-a scos in cale atatea suflete frumoase si calde.

Stop!

It is said, and i truly belive, that everything happens for a reason. Maybe, we all have to go through all kind of things so we can evolve, so we can learn, but sometimes it feels wrong and unfair. It would be nice to snap our fingers and everything bad to dissapear. It would have been nice to be that easy.

I hope i'll win the fight with the odds, i need to prove myself that i can carry on. All our problems are overwelming sometimes...

It seems that money is the worst thing that happened to mankind. Wars are started over money, relationships can get ruined by money and also, our existence is influenced in a bad way by money. Even the most basic needs, like food, cloathing and a place to live, are influenced by money.

Why people have to be so superficial when it comes to this? I guess i'll never find out, but i will always consider it stupid.

What should really matter preoccupies us less than the material things. We're so blinded by "shiny" things that we forget that the real light comes from within ourselves. It's sad to see that makind lowered their existence with such superficial things.

If we cared less about cars, money and power, we could make the world a better and more peaceful place.

We need to look into the mirror and be proud, we have to look through the deepness of our eyes and see the beauty of our soul, we need to realize that each and everyone of us has the power to change the world. All we have to do is reinvent ourselves, to accept our flaws and then start with little things. Even saying "no" is a step in this direction.

We have to stand up for what we belive in, to fight for the freedom of speech (in the real meaning), to gain our right at evolution and once we'll do so, we'll have to keep our mind together, recharge and keep fighting until we see changes are being made.

Since we are given this incredible powers like thinking, reasoning and the gift of pure energy, why aren't we doing anything about it? It's a waste...we have to do our best to make a change...if every person on the planet makes the smallest change, the world instantly changes.

There are no excuses for not doing it. Get away from what society  tells you to be and just be yourself! It doesn't really matter what everyone else says. If you can get past this it's great and i congratulate you, beacause this is the hardest part, esspecially when it comes from family or loved ones.

Society is so manipulative that, if we're not strong enough, we fall for it's lies, because they make it so real sometimes that is hard to belive that such things can be deformed or faked.

Stop doing something because it's right, do it if you want it!

Stop doing something beacause "it's supposed to be like that", do it if you feel like doing it!

Stop with the puppet game! Stop yourself from being manipulated and cut the strings. Get out of your cage and be yourself. Stop lying to yourself that everything you see it's true, reality can be so deformed by rules, orators or media, that you should only trust the things that you feel.

Give up the fake smile when you greet someone you don't like. Lower your ego in the presence of your loved ones. Accept your flaws and work with them, sometimes they can help us more than our qualities.

We can change the world, we can stop fighting, we can improve our communication with eachother, we can love unconditionally, we can understand eachother.

It's all up to us and yes, it's hard, but we're so lazy lately, that we give up right before succeeding. So, don't you ever give up! Fight and you will, eventually, win.

Love Letter

Spinning...and spinning...round and round, my feelings are slowly fading away...good or bad, wrong or right...i guess i'll find out. My heart is confused, my mind can't think clear, my body shivers...it's been a long time since i felt this way.

I want happiness maybe to much and that's why it's so hard getting it. I want love, not anykind of love, but that deep, true, passionate and unconditional love, MY love.

I want you so bad sometimes and sometimes i feel like i don't even exist for you. I want you in my thoughts, in my heart, in my everything. I sometimes want to let go of everything that means "you". I want to forget your smell that blows my mind, your looks that hypnotize me, your smile that always brightens my day, your touch that almost makes me scream, your love that really makes me happy, that completes me, that makes me feel the happiest and most loved woman in the world.

I would and wouldn't want to forget all that. And i'm not a masochist, i'm human and i'd rather deal with me and my feelings than forget the happiest moments of my life.

I would love if you could see yourself through my eyes, through my soul, only so you'll come to realize what i see and feel...maybe then you'll understand me.

Or, maybe i'm wrong, maybe i'm blinded by my feelings...patience is all i need. And i also need strenght to go through, to go on and  if i have to, over.

When we're together i feel like we're alone in the world and we have to make it, to design and mould it into heaven on earth. There are times when the world is quite as it is right now and it's at war and we fight together like superhumans, we fight for real things.

"I feel like an addict must feel when he feeds" (Alicia Keys-Dragon days) when i'm with you.

I also see us so apart...like none of us belongs here, but, even so, we're very far away from eachother and the odd thing is that it still hurts.

I'm affraid that every step i make towards someone fires back at me, i feel i shouldn't get close to someone because i'll end up hurting. Maybe it's my fault or maybe it's karma, because when i have all i need i don't appreciate it as i should and when i'm madly in love with someone the feeling isn't mutual or there has to be something in the way. 

All i know right now is that i have to keep myself together, keep my mind as clear as i can and keep my calm...i'm done waiting, asking, begging...i'm trying to be a better me, although i feel that awfull feeling again: the feeling that i have nothing to fight for and i'm about to give up.

                                                            

                                                                      Your's truly...

P.S.: But now i have found my battle...i'm fighting for a better world, i'm doing my best to make it more colourfull, more bright, more hopeful.