Saturday, March 26, 2011

Stop!

It is said, and i truly belive, that everything happens for a reason. Maybe, we all have to go through all kind of things so we can evolve, so we can learn, but sometimes it feels wrong and unfair. It would be nice to snap our fingers and everything bad to dissapear. It would have been nice to be that easy.
I hope i'll win the fight with the odds, i need to prove myself that i can carry on. All our problems are overwelming sometimes...
It seems that money is the worst thing that happened to mankind. Wars are started over money, relationships can get ruined by money and also, our existence is influenced in a bad way by money. Even the most basic needs, like food, cloathing and a place to live, are influenced by money.
Why people have to be so superficial when it comes to this? I guess i'll never find out, but i will always consider it stupid.
What should really matter preoccupies us less than the material things. We're so blinded by "shiny" things that we forget that the real light comes from within ourselves. It's sad to see that makind lowered their existence with such superficial things.
If we cared less about cars, money and power, we could make the world a better and more peaceful place.


We need to look into the mirror and be proud, we have to look through the deepness of our eyes and see the beauty of our soul, we need to realize that each and everyone of us has the power to change the world. All we have to do is reinvent ourselves, to accept our flaws and then start with little things. Even saying "no" is a step in this direction.

We have to stand up for what we belive in, to fight for the freedom of speech (in the real meaning), to gain our right at evolution and once we'll do so, we'll have to keep our mind together, recharge and keep fighting until we see changes are being made.
Since we are given this incredible powers like thinking, reasoning and the gift of pure energy, why aren't we doing anything about it? It's a waste...we have to do our best to make a change...if every person on the planet makes the smallest change, the world instantly changes.
There are no excuses for not doing it. Get away from what society  tells you to be and just be yourself! It doesn't really matter what everyone else says. If you can get past this it's great and i congratulate you, beacause this is the hardest part, esspecially when it comes from family or loved ones.
Society is so manipulative that, if we're not strong enough, we fall for it's lies, because they make it so real sometimes that is hard to belive that such things can be deformed or faked.
Stop doing something because it's right, do it if you want it!
Stop doing something beacause "it's supposed to be like that", do it if you feel like doing it!
Stop with the puppet game! Stop yourself from being manipulated and cut the strings. Get out of your cage and be yourself. Stop lying to yourself that everything you see it's true, reality can be so deformed by rules, orators or media, that you should only trust the things that you feel.
Give up the fake smile when you greet someone you don't like. Lower your ego in the presence of your loved ones. Accept your flaws and work with them, sometimes they can help us more than our qualities.
We can change the world, we can stop fighting, we can improve our communication with eachother, we can love unconditionally, we can understand eachother.
It's all up to us and yes, it's hard, but we're so lazy lately, that we give up right before succeeding. So, don't you ever give up! Fight and you will, eventually, win.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Love Letter

Spinning...and spinning...round and round, my feelings are slowly fading away...good or bad, wrong or right...i guess i'll find out. My heart is confused, my mind can't think clear, my body shivers...it's been a long time since i felt this way.
I want happiness maybe to much and that's why it's so hard getting it. I want love, not anykind of love, but that deep, true, passionate and unconditional love, MY love.
I want you so bad sometimes and sometimes i feel like i don't even exist for you. I want you in my thoughts, in my heart, in my everything. I sometimes want to let go of everything that means "you". I want to forget your smell that blows my mind, your looks that hypnotize me, your smile that always brightens my day, your touch that almost makes me scream, your love that really makes me happy, that completes me, that makes me feel the happiest and most loved woman in the world.
I would and wouldn't want to forget all that. And i'm not a masochist, i'm human and i'd rather deal with me and my feelings than forget the happiest moments of my life.
I would love if you could see yourself through my eyes, through my soul, only so you'll come to realize what i see and feel...maybe then you'll understand me.
Or, maybe i'm wrong, maybe i'm blinded by my feelings...patience is all i need. And i also need strenght to go through, to go on and  if i have to, over.
When we're together i feel like we're alone in the world and we have to make it, to design and mould it into heaven on earth. There are times when the world is quite as it is right now and it's at war and we fight together like superhumans, we fight for real things.
"I feel like an addict must feel when he feeds" (Alicia Keys-Dragon days) when i'm with you.
I also see us so apart...like none of us belongs here, but, even so, we're very far away from eachother and the odd thing is that it still hurts.
I'm affraid that every step i make towards someone fires back at me, i feel i shouldn't get close to someone because i'll end up hurting. Maybe it's my fault or maybe it's karma, because when i have all i need i don't appreciate it as i should and when i'm madly in love with someone the feeling isn't mutual or there has to be something in the way. 
All i know right now is that i have to keep myself together, keep my mind as clear as i can and keep my calm...i'm done waiting, asking, begging...i'm trying to be a better me, although i feel that awfull feeling again: the feeling that i have nothing to fight for and i'm about to give up.
                                                            
                                                                      Your's truly...

P.S.: But now i have found my battle...i'm fighting for a better world, i'm doing my best to make it more colourfull, more bright, more hopeful.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Dialog

"Vad tot cu tine, fara tine-s orb..."
Pai, atunci, intr-un suflet, in seara asta voi veni...
Astept doar o soapta, la usa ta a ma gasi.
"Te-astept cand ai sa vii...
Cand fara mine ochii tai, nu vor mai putea privi"
Privirea senina doresc a-ti reda,
Doar cheama-ma si langa tine va fi fiinta mea... 
"O soapta iti voi asterne atunci pe ureche, cu buze dulci,
Vei stii apoi...cand sa apari la usa mea...papusa mea."
Ceasul imi sfasie pielea, cu-ai sai colti ascutiti.
Acum stiu ce-nseamna, pe pielea mea, sa simt cum trece timpul. Timpul pana te voi revedea, timpul pana te voi imbratisa, timpul pana iti voi spune: Te iubeste papusa ta!
"Timpul e o notiune abstracta, nu-l lasa sa-ti sfasie pielea...
E inselator...eu nu am fost departe niciodata...el nu ne desparte...Pune-ti mana pe piept...simte cum bate...
E inima-mi ce arde in tine, fiindca simte ca vine inima ta catre ea..."
Ai dreptate, am renuntat la timp si spatiu. Acum simt!
Ma simt libera...simt ca pot zbura...
Dar ma trezesc lovind arzator pamantul...
Ma simt o flacara intre ghetari...simt ca trebuie sa se intample ceva, simt ca si ghetarii vor ceda.
Tot ce le trebuie este iubire.
Oferim cat putem, o lume mai frumoasa sa ne cream.
"Eu dau tot sa-i tin in viata, cu riscul de-a ma transforma in gheata...o lume mai buna putem sa avem,
Trebuie sa vrem insa sa simtim din nou, chiar si durere...
Sa ne deschidem pieptul si sa lasam iar fluturii sa intre,
Caldura sa ne-o aducem aminte!"
Nimic mai adevarat iubirea mea, o lume intreaga putem colora,
Ziduri de rautate putem darama, astfel trufia si minciuna se vor evapora.
Putem sa ne aratam fata senina, putem sa ne aratam inima curata, putem sa iubim...astfel multimea nu va mai fi indurerata...
Hai sa pasim impreuna, spre o lume mai pura!


Creatia mea este doar partea lipsita de ghilimele..."ghilimelele" daca doresc, vor fi dezvaluite...

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Martisor

O primavara frumoasa ca marea, dulce ca un zambet de copil, senina ca cerul, linistita ca un munte si prolifica precum un pom fructifer va doresc tuturor, atat femei, cat si barbati.